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+ | ====== Paroles ====== | ||
+ | ===== Blood For Blood ===== | ||
+ | ==== Cheap Wine ==== | ||
+ | Let’s go! | ||
+ | It’s just another wasted night | ||
+ | The world is going to hell tonight | ||
+ | I’m stuck in this hell tonight | ||
+ | I’m going down in the flames... | ||
+ | I been feelin’ kinda down, I been feelin’ kinda out | ||
+ | I been runnin’ like a dog that’s been kicked around the house | ||
+ | I been starin’ out the window and walkin’ through the streets | ||
+ | And findin’ nuthin’ but decay in everything that I see | ||
+ | Where can you turn? | ||
+ | What can ya do? | ||
+ | When their society’s got nuthin’ for you | ||
+ | I got hate for everything in sight, | ||
+ | and the world is going to hell tonight | ||
+ | But I’m gonna find some peace of mind | ||
+ | The world has gone to hell tonight | ||
+ | But tonight I’m gonna find some peace of mind... | ||
+ | If I drink this wine I can stand the pain | ||
+ | If I drink this wine I can play their game | ||
+ | If I drink this shit maybe I can bear... | ||
+ | Bear to be a part of this human race! | ||
+ | If I drink this wine I can stand this place | ||
+ | If I drink this wine I can stand your face! | ||
+ | If I dink this shit maybe I can bear... | ||
+ | Bear to be a part of this human race, | ||
+ | Bear to be stuck in this messed up place, | ||
+ | Bear to be lost without a trace, | ||
+ | Bear to be a part of this twisted human race! | ||
+ | I gotta find something to ease my mind, | ||
+ | In this world of shit, in this world of lies | ||
+ | Cheap wine! | ||
+ | I gotta find something to ease my pain, | ||
+ | In this world of shit, in this world gone insane... | ||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Eulogy For A Dream ==== | ||
+ | What can we do? | ||
+ | What can you do? | ||
+ | In a world where no one cares at all | ||
+ | Nobody cares at all | ||
+ | Take a look around you, do you like what you see? | ||
+ | What can we do? | ||
+ | The world has gone completely mad, society’s diseased | ||
+ | What can we do? | ||
+ | The violence and the hate I’ve seen, it makes me want to puke | ||
+ | What can I do? | ||
+ | I can turn my back on this place ‘cause nobody sees the truth! | ||
+ | I spent so many years wondering why | ||
+ | What can I do? | ||
+ | I spent so many years with tears in my eyes | ||
+ | What could I do? | ||
+ | While the rich just get richer, my family cried | ||
+ | In this society of lies and nobody cares at all! | ||
+ | I turn my back! | ||
+ | Nobody cares at all! | ||
+ | I walk away! | ||
+ | Nobody cares at all! | ||
+ | I won’t listen to a word that they say, I spit on their way, | ||
+ | ‘cause nobody cares and they’ll never hear the cries and the prayers | ||
+ | while my kind’s locked down by their lies! | ||
+ | They lie... | ||
+ | There’s gotta be something me and you can do, | ||
+ | ‘cause brother I gotta tell ya’ shit’s lookin bad for me and you | ||
+ | Goodbye America, we’ve dragged you straight to hell... | ||
+ | Your people have gone completely insane | ||
+ | and we’ve dragged you straight to hell... | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Anywhere But Here (Maybe Someday) ==== | ||
+ | Maybe someday oh | ||
+ | yeah! | ||
+ | Hey baby I gotta tell ya’, there’s not much left of me | ||
+ | I been runnin’ down a dead end street and livin’ outside your society | ||
+ | And maybe I’m kind of twisted, but just maybe there’s nothin’ pure, | ||
+ | But if you come with me maybe we can find what we’re lookin’ for, oh yeah! | ||
+ | Well baby, you know I come from nowhere! | ||
+ | Yeah you know it baby! | ||
+ | And yeah baby I know that you don’t care, you don’t care nuthin’ ‘bout me! | ||
+ | I’ve searched this cold, cold world for so many years | ||
+ | and I been runnin’ after hope and livin’ on a prayer | ||
+ | The sign in the road says we’re goin’ nowhere | ||
+ | I gotta get away, get away from here | ||
+ | Maybe someday we’ll find a way | ||
+ | Go! | ||
+ | Well, if I hold out my hand will you take it from me? | ||
+ | If I open my heart will you help me to see again? | ||
+ | I lost my heart and soul so many years ago, oh yeah! | ||
+ | Maybe someday, I’ll find what I’m lookin’ for | ||
+ | Maybe someday, I’ll find a better way | ||
+ | Someday | ||
+ | Maybe baby, we’ll find a way outta’ here someday… Someway… | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Nothing For You ==== | ||
+ | I got nothing here | ||
+ | for you | ||
+ | but a hate that runs me through and through | ||
+ | I got nothing left for you | ||
+ | I got nothing left deep inside, deep inside I cried | ||
+ | I lost something deep inside | ||
+ | Years ago, alone, I cried | ||
+ | I look back and wonder why, | ||
+ | I cried for help alone but where were you? | ||
+ | Where the fuck were you? | ||
+ | I lost something deep inside, years ago alone I cried | ||
+ | I got nothing left for you, I got nothing left deep inside | ||
+ | Deep inside something died | ||
+ | Let’s go | ||
+ | What have I got? | ||
+ | I got nihilism | ||
+ | I got nothing, I got nothing for you | ||
+ | I got nihilism | ||
+ | I got nothing to lose | ||
+ | I got nihilism | ||
+ | I got nothing | ||
+ | I got nothing for you | ||
+ | I got nothing | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Livin' In Exile ==== | ||
+ | I’m in exile | ||
+ | I been livin’ in exile | ||
+ | I been hangin’ on the corner, starin’ at the night sky, | ||
+ | and watchin’ the cars drive by | ||
+ | Their faces stare but they don’t see me as I think about the past an I wonder | ||
+ | why, | ||
+ | I wonder why | ||
+ | A side of life they’ll never see has passed before my jaded eyes | ||
+ | I’m on the outside lookin’ in | ||
+ | I hold the burning tears inside my heart | ||
+ | I been runnin’, I been runnin’ with the hunted, I been runnin’ for my whole life | ||
+ | I’m in exile | ||
+ | And I got nothin’ but a hope inside, in my heart where hope has died | ||
+ | I been livin’ in exile | ||
+ | Tears and pain like a stinging rain, have passed before my eyes | ||
+ | I’m in exile | ||
+ | Forsaken! | ||
+ | Forgotten! | ||
+ | If you haven’t been there then you’ll never understand | ||
+ | I’ve stolen, I’ve lied, I’ve traded my pride, | ||
+ | ‘cause I never had a helping hand | ||
+ | They’ll steal your innocence and they’ll take away your soul | ||
+ | I’ve stolen, I’ve lied and there were times when there wasn’t anyplace to go | ||
+ | So let’s go! | ||
+ | I been runnin’, I been runnin’ with the hunted, | ||
+ | I been runnin’ for my whole life | ||
+ | I’m in exile | ||
+ | And I got nothin’ but a hope inside, | ||
+ | in my heart where hope has died | ||
+ | I been livin’ in exile | ||
+ | Tears and pain like a stinging rain, | ||
+ | have passed before my eyes | ||
+ | I’m in exile | ||
+ | How many tears have our motherscried? | ||
+ | How many of my kind have died? | ||
+ | So I stand here to spit in your eye | ||
+ | and tell you your society is nothing but lies | ||
+ | They’ll look us up and hold us down, | ||
+ | just another wasted youth, another dead end town | ||
+ | I been waiting so long | ||
+ | And now my hope is gone | ||
+ | There’s gotta be something more than this | ||
+ | There’s gotta be something that I missed | ||
+ | I’m in exile | ||
+ | I been runnin’, I been runnin’ with the hunted, I been runnin’ for my whole life | ||
+ | I’m in exile | ||
+ | And I got nothin’ but a hope inside, in my heart where hope has died | ||
+ | I been livin’ in exile | ||
+ | Tears and pain like a stinging rain, have passed before my eyes | ||
+ | I’m in exile | ||
+ | How many tears have they torn from my eyes? | ||
+ | How many times will we be denied? | ||
+ | They lock us up and they hold us down, | ||
+ | just another wasted yout, another dead end town | ||
+ | I been waiting so long | ||
+ | I been waitning now my hope is... gone | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Still Fucked Up ==== | ||
+ | Everything is the | ||
+ | same as before, but where do I go from here? | ||
+ | Where do we go from here? | ||
+ | |||
+ | Bitch Called HopeAll my life I relied on one thing and that one thing fucked me | ||
+ | up even more | ||
+ | She is tempting and promises things that' | ||
+ | Years I've wasted waiting for her to come through for me why was I so blind | ||
+ | Waiting innocently as time went on life's gotten worse my resentment' | ||
+ | Now I've smartened up I'm turning my back | ||
+ | I don't need her I gave her a smack | ||
+ | She failed me over and over again no surprise there she was never a friend | ||
+ | I've been dragging a bitch called hope (a bitch called hope) | ||
+ | I've been hanging at the end of her rope (a bitch called hope) | ||
+ | I've been dragging a bitch called hope (a bitch called hope) | ||
+ | I've been hanging at the end of her fucking rope | ||
+ | I'd have given her my heart and my dreams | ||
+ | She then strung me along threw away these years | ||
+ | Don't let that bitch take you for a ride like she took me | ||
+ | and took most everyone I know | ||
+ | So I've kicked the bitch to the curb | ||
+ | but in the end she's left me a bitter twisted motherfucker | ||
+ | I've been dragging a bitch called hope (a bitch called hope) | ||
+ | I've been hanging at the end of her rope (a bitch called hope) | ||
+ | I've been dragging a bitch called hope (a bitch called hope) | ||
+ | I've been hanging at the end of her fucking rope | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Die Laughing ==== | ||
+ | The things I' | ||
+ | done and the things I've seen are the foundation for the pain | ||
+ | that lies in me it never leaves | ||
+ | The pain becomes pure hatred, | ||
+ | the hatred just burns, it burns, it just fuckin burns | ||
+ | I'm being overwhelmed I'm losing control | ||
+ | my childhood ripped away my innocence they stole | ||
+ | It's time to learn true fear on reckoning day | ||
+ | the grand finale I'll never shed a tear | ||
+ | I want to piss on the ashes of your twisted world | ||
+ | I wanna watch the whole fucking thing burn, burn, burn | ||
+ | Because all I have is hate for our twisted world | ||
+ | and when it falls I'll die laughing | ||
+ | I wanna spit on the ashes of this twisted world | ||
+ | I wanna watch the whole fucking thing burn, burn, burn | ||
+ | Because an enemy of man is what I am and when the end comes | ||
+ | you'll hear me laughing | ||
+ | Psychotic laughter as the world I hate burns away praying' | ||
+ | reached the judgement day of our lives | ||
+ | We'll all meet our demise | ||
+ | The guilt ridden and the innocent must now cry and die in pain | ||
+ | The world will reach out to repent any chances have | ||
+ | been spent and this is what was meant | ||
+ | This world built by hate it'll soon be too late | ||
+ | and we can't ever deny our fucking fate | ||
+ | I want to piss on the ashes of your twisted world | ||
+ | I wanna watch the whole fucking thing burn, burn, burn | ||
+ | Because all I have is hate for our twisted world | ||
+ | and when it falls I'll die laughing | ||
+ | I wanna spit on the ashes of this twisted world | ||
+ | I wanna watch the whole fucking thing burn, burn, burn | ||
+ | Because an enemy of man is what I am | ||
+ | and when the end comes you'll hear me laughing | ||
+ | The glee on my is contempt for the world the end pleases me it excites me | ||
+ | Armageddon my prayers of hate are answered | ||
+ | and now you'll hear me laughing | ||
+ | I'll shit on the ashes of this fucked up world as I watch it burn | ||
+ | let it fucking burn | ||
+ | The last glimpse this world will ever see is me laughing aloud | ||
+ | Bring it on! | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Wasted Youth Crew (My Kind Belong Nowhere) ==== | ||
+ | Fuck you, fuck you, | ||
+ | fuck you and fuck society | ||
+ | to | ||
+ | Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and fuck the world because | ||
+ | my kind, my kind, my kind belong nowhere | ||
+ | My kind, my kind, my kind are hated and feared | ||
+ | We all started as someone with a chance to make our way | ||
+ | Sometimes the world was cold but we waited for the better days | ||
+ | We watched the years go by and nothing seemed to change | ||
+ | We waited, hoped and prayed as the hard times felt like stinging rain | ||
+ | Well now that hope is gone, somewhere it turned to rage | ||
+ | Hatred, violence, booze and crime, | ||
+ | sometimes it seemed the only way (to get by) | ||
+ | I always knew I'd never make it cause I'm twisted in the brain | ||
+ | But I swear to you all right now that I'll never live like the ones that made me | ||
+ | hate | ||
+ | Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and fuck society to | ||
+ | Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and fuck the world because | ||
+ | my kind, my kind, my kind belong nowhere | ||
+ | My kind, my kind, my kind are hated and feared | ||
+ | I know I'm going nowhere and I been on a losin' streak | ||
+ | and a scumbag, zero and anti-hero are all you think of me (and you're right) | ||
+ | I know I'm going nowhere and I been on a losin streak | ||
+ | and lowlife, loser and dead-end cruiser are all you think of me (but I say) | ||
+ | Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and fuck society to | ||
+ | Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and fuck the world because | ||
+ | my kind, my kind, my kind belong nowhere | ||
+ | My kind, my kind, my kind are hated and feared | ||
+ | Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and fuck mankind | ||
+ | My kind, my kind, my kind are hated and feared | ||
+ | Wasted youth, I never had all the chances | ||
+ | Wasted youth, I never had no savin' grace | ||
+ | Wasted youth, yeah I've made a few mistakes | ||
+ | Wasted youth, but how long will I have to pay? | ||
+ | So, some of you were born into happiness and wealth | ||
+ | While some of us were born to a life of hell | ||
+ | And some of us were lost and some of us were found | ||
+ | but most of us were beaten by life to the ground | ||
+ | And maybe I'll never see the day that I win | ||
+ | but I'll always have time for a beer with my friends | ||
+ | We'll fight everybody and the world 'till the end | ||
+ | and if you fuck around with us you'll get your head kicked in! | ||
+ | Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and fuck society to | ||
+ | Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you and fuck the world because | ||
+ | my kind, my kind, my kind belong nowhere | ||
+ | My kind, my kind, my kind are hated and feared | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== All Fucked Up ==== | ||
+ | Well as of late I | ||
+ | think I've tripped and gone astray | ||
+ | Maybe I'm no good | ||
+ | Somewhere along the line I've lost my way in life | ||
+ | Maybe I'm no good | ||
+ | Waiting for a better way, waiting for the better days | ||
+ | I've gotta stop pissing my life away | ||
+ | But I can't find any shelter, maybe I'm lost forever | ||
+ | Maybe there' | ||
+ | Not everybody grows up the same | ||
+ | Some have to deal with oppression and rage | ||
+ | When you now you know you've got no way out | ||
+ | you find a way to deal with the pain | ||
+ | It started as a casual fling, I'd take a drink | ||
+ | and everything would seem alright | ||
+ | But now I know I've go no way out 'cause this addiction is with me for life | ||
+ | I used to drink form the bottle, but now the bottle seems to drink from me | ||
+ | Lately when I look in the mirror it's a stranger staring back I see | ||
+ | I tried to find the answer at the end of a bottle while inside I was crying | ||
+ | but I kept on trying | ||
+ | you can't hurt something that's already broken | ||
+ | I've fought the world but now my will is gone | ||
+ | I've got to stop living my life all fucked up (all fucked up) | ||
+ | But I just can't seem to get it right because I'm all fucked up | ||
+ | 'Cause I've been living, living my life, living my life all fucked up | ||
+ | For years | ||
+ | I look around and see what's going down, and it's all fucked up | ||
+ | I gotta get out | ||
+ | I gotta get away | ||
+ | Maybe it's too late | ||
+ | Maybe I'm fucked up | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Evil In The Brain ==== | ||
+ | Go! Now I'm older | ||
+ | and my mind is set | ||
+ | I'm moving like a guided missile haven' | ||
+ | I'm loaded with anger and adrenaline get so mad | ||
+ | and raged sometimes I forget where I've been | ||
+ | My thoughts are cluttered I'm confused | ||
+ | That causes a shortening of my already burning fuse | ||
+ | Been cheated on a chance to lead a normal life | ||
+ | Everything I've ever done has always ended in strife | ||
+ | In the night, the night always brings the pain | ||
+ | I feel so dirty, my hands, my hands are stained | ||
+ | Can't see eye to eye with anyone, my mind is set and done | ||
+ | You can't argue with a loaded gun | ||
+ | Sometimes, sometimes I feel I'm going insane | ||
+ | with all these sick thoughts in my head I'm going evil in the brain | ||
+ | I lack any type of common sense 'cause I always want to solve | ||
+ | all my problems with my fists and violence | ||
+ | I think I'm going insane | ||
+ | I want to give fear to the world | ||
+ | Evil in the brain | ||
+ | you can't reason with a lunatic | ||
+ | I'm evil, evil in the brain | ||
+ | Evil in the brain are the only words I can use to describe | ||
+ | what I saw, how I grew and what I didn't want to know | ||
+ | I see the world die and not last long enough to see the blood dry | ||
+ | I'll die! Smirking and laughing as long as I get my goals in sight | ||
+ | That's right, it's end is what I wish for every night | ||
+ | And the world is going to hell in a hand basket | ||
+ | all I want to do is fill it's casket | ||
+ | I'm losing the cancerous tumor in my head I call a brain | ||
+ | I'm losing control | ||
+ | evil in the brain | ||
+ | Kindness or hatred, I can't tell the difference | ||
+ | evil in the brain | ||
+ | I wanna give fear to the world | ||
+ | evil in the brain | ||
+ | You can't reason with a lunatic | ||
+ | I'm evil, evil in the brain | ||
+ | Sick ideas seem so normal inside my brewing hate | ||
+ | but in everyday life I'm totally abnormal | ||
+ | And all I see is red I was misled | ||
+ | I wish I was dead instead of having being bled | ||
+ | And now it's me against the world | ||
+ | Right or wrong, | ||
+ | I haven' | ||
+ | But in the end the world will pay | ||
+ | I won't be held responsible there' | ||
+ | I'm losing the cancerous tumor in my head I call a brain | ||
+ | I've lost it | ||
+ | I'm going evil, evil in the brain | ||
+ | No pity for the suffering of the world 'cause my mind is fucked | ||
+ | and my heart is cold | ||
+ | Look at my face, there' | ||
+ | and I'm laced with disgust for the entire human race | ||
+ | My mind is a fury traumatized by all their shit and lies | ||
+ | Broken promises and endless hatred for the world, it dies! | ||
+ | A recipe for madness in a sick cold world | ||
+ | I can't go on with these cards I've been dealt | ||
+ | I'll just fold | ||
+ | Evil in the brain | ||
+ | evil in the brain | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Revenge On Society ==== | ||
+ | The crime... birth | ||
+ | My motive’s clear | ||
+ | my final objective is to destroy and conquer all that I fear | ||
+ | The fears in me instilled through the years | ||
+ | that’s causing growing pains | ||
+ | I think back I get irritate so full of hate | ||
+ | The truth behind the madness I faced as of late | ||
+ | I get irrational, but not emotional | ||
+ | Show no emotion will teach them to fear and respect | ||
+ | This world’s gone straight to hell fast | ||
+ | It’s broke my heart and soul like shattered glass | ||
+ | It’s very happiness feeds my hate | ||
+ | It’s very existence will open the gates of rage | ||
+ | I’m filled with distress | ||
+ | I want to destroy everything that’s ever filled me with rage | ||
+ | I’m filled with distress | ||
+ | I want to destroy everything you’ve ever known and loved | ||
+ | I seek revenge on society | ||
+ | To destroy all you’ve ever known | ||
+ | I want revenge on this world | ||
+ | For my crime of being born | ||
+ | This fucking world and life owe me | ||
+ | a lifetime of heartache and pain while you’ve thrived | ||
+ | and you don’t fucking know me | ||
+ | And I’ll do all I can to rip your world apart | ||
+ | And I will prove why it was wrong for me to ever be | ||
+ | And I will unleash my vengeance upon thee | ||
+ | I seek revenge on your society | ||
+ | to destroy all you’ve ever loved | ||
+ | I want revenge on your world | ||
+ | for my crime of being born | ||
+ | For the crime of being born | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | '==== Ya Still A Paper Gangster ==== | ||
+ | Bullshit! | ||
+ | Who the fuck do you think you are you’ve taken it a bit too far | ||
+ | Believing that you’re king shit in your fake fantasy | ||
+ | A clown dressed to impress. | ||
+ | Soft core, Mickey Mouse and nothing less | ||
+ | Exposing you will make me rest | ||
+ | until then remember you’re a bullshit fake paper gangster | ||
+ | You aint nothing but an image and a liar | ||
+ | A bullshit fake paper gangster | ||
+ | a punk ass motherfucker Could it be you saw it on TV? | ||
+ | The way you act, where I come from you’d never last | ||
+ | Could it be you’re lying through your teeth? | ||
+ | Liar! Once long, long time ago, I was naive to all I know | ||
+ | People tried to push on to me their weak mentality | ||
+ | I woke up and I know I am real and not for show | ||
+ | Unlike you, who knows inside your soft | ||
+ | because you’re just another bullshit fake, paper gangster | ||
+ | You aint nothing but an image an a liar | ||
+ | A bullshit fake, paper gangster | ||
+ | A punk ass motherfucker | ||
+ | Bullshit! | ||
+ | (I) I know what lies inside | ||
+ | (I know) what lies behind your lies | ||
+ | (what lies) behind your lies inside | ||
+ | (inside) I know your lies | ||
+ | You’re just another fucking bullshit fake, paper gangster | ||
+ | You aint nothing but an image and a liar | ||
+ | A bullshit fake, paper gangster | ||
+ | a punk ass motherfucker | ||
+ | The life I’ve lived, the pain I’ve felt | ||
+ | with such things you’ve never dealt | ||
+ | So to me you are a maggot | ||
+ | So when you go and outcast me | ||
+ | and I can’t do a fucking thing | ||
+ | know that I know inside you’re weak! | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== I Am The Enemy ==== | ||
+ | (It never ends) | ||
+ | I lose again and again | ||
+ | My life is a hole filled with dark misery | ||
+ | The pain never ends, it just builds up inside | ||
+ | Like a ticking time bomb I’ll explode in due time | ||
+ | I couldn’t give a fuck about you | ||
+ | Your beliefs and what you hold true means shit! | ||
+ | When your life is nothing, living is the same as dying | ||
+ | Simply put my life is hell | ||
+ | No matter what you try, no matter what you do | ||
+ | You’ll always end up alone, when your life is through | ||
+ | Should be no surprise when you’re an outcast in life | ||
+ | My human compassion is gone, my human qualities are long gone | ||
+ | And the hate and the rage and the pain | ||
+ | and the strain of live have left me completely insane | ||
+ | I was born into nothing to this world full of shit | ||
+ | and nothing’s changing anytime soon | ||
+ | So I would rather die than listen to you try to compare me to you | ||
+ | Desperate, I never had a future, I never had a way out | ||
+ | Hunted, they hold me down, they locked me out | ||
+ | Hopeless, I am the enemy of all you hold dear | ||
+ | Enemy, I am the end, the evil in this world of fear | ||
+ | I was promised that things’ll look up | ||
+ | They lied! | ||
+ | I’ve lost all sense of love and pride | ||
+ | I’ll die, a lonely angry bitter mess | ||
+ | Revenge is the only thing and nothing less | ||
+ | Revenge! | ||
+ | I want to laugh in your face before your last breath | ||
+ | My revenge will befall on all before my own death | ||
+ | I was born into nothing to this world full of shit | ||
+ | and nothing’s changing anytime soon | ||
+ | So I’ll spit my last breath in your face and shriek to the sky | ||
+ | Fuck you! | ||
+ | Life slips through my fingertips | ||
+ | I rot away body and soul | ||
+ | (I shut my eyes) I close my mind until the day I die | ||
+ | I don’t try to pretend | ||
+ | I’m not a disgrace, I know what I am | ||
+ | (I shut my eyes) I close my mind until the end of time | ||
+ | Inside it burns, it twists and turns | ||
+ | I tried to love but I’ll never learn | ||
+ | (I shut my eyes) I close my mind, until the day I die | ||
+ | I have no soul left | ||
+ | I’m the walking dead | ||
+ | I rot away | ||
+ | (I close these eyes) I close my mind, until the end of time | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== My Time Is Yet To Come ==== | ||
+ | I sit alone in my | ||
+ | dark room | ||
+ | Visions of my life flash before me | ||
+ | Remembering, | ||
+ | And the pain mounts | ||
+ | It builds up, it builds up inside, oh yeah (It’s time) | ||
+ | I’m a time bomb ticking motherfucker | ||
+ | A ticking time bomb motherfucker | ||
+ | So all I want, all I need are reasons, reasons for my anger | ||
+ | Reasons for my hatred and fear | ||
+ | This world around me, so cold and harsh | ||
+ | Not letting up, not letting anyone succeed their hardships | ||
+ | and loses and panic and stress | ||
+ | From my life I can’t ever expect any less, I guess | ||
+ | But the human mind and soul can only take so much | ||
+ | I’ve lost my soul and there’s not much of my mind left | ||
+ | (It’s time) I’m a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come) | ||
+ | A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come) | ||
+ | (It’s time) I’m a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come) | ||
+ | A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come) | ||
+ | I stand here and accept the fact I’m alone, | ||
+ | alone in a world that doesn’t want me | ||
+ | I stand here and admit my defeat, | ||
+ | defeat of everything I’ve ever tried my hand in | ||
+ | I stand here and acknowledge my loss, the loss of a gentle heart and soul | ||
+ | I stand here and welcome death, | ||
+ | a death that will cost all those who forced me to hate | ||
+ | I’m a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come) | ||
+ | A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come) | ||
+ | I’m a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come) | ||
+ | A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time…) | ||
+ | There’s never been a place for me in this world | ||
+ | Cold in callous without love is what’s me | ||
+ | No more mistakes on my part | ||
+ | Cause I lose when I use my fuckin’ heart | ||
+ | I can’t go on like this anymore oh no | ||
+ | Cause if I do I’ll get hurt even more, so I’ll just bottle it up and explode | ||
+ | Vengeance will be mine | ||
+ | For hate’s sake, I can’t forgive and forget | ||
+ | For hate’s sake, from now on no more fuckin’ mistakes | ||
+ | For hate’s sake, I can’t forgive and forget | ||
+ | For hate’s sake | ||
+ | For hate’s sake, I can’t forgive and forget | ||
+ | For hate’s sake, from now on no more fuckin’ mistakes | ||
+ | For hate’s sake, I can’t forgive and forget | ||
+ | For hate’s sake | ||
+ | Yet another wasted day, another wasted year, another river of tears | ||
+ | Fuck the world and fuck you | ||
+ | (It’s time) I’m a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come) | ||
+ | A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come) | ||
+ | |||
+ | I’m a time bomb ticking motherfucker (My time is yet to come) | ||
+ | A ticking time bomb motherfucker (My time has not yet come) | ||
+ | (x2) | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Shut My Eyes Forever ==== | ||
+ | They say you’ve | ||
+ | got to fall to rise, | ||
+ | but I’ve fallen from grace too many times | ||
+ | When I look in their eyes and I see their lies, | ||
+ | I want to shut my eyes forever | ||
+ | I’ve had enough of this world, | ||
+ | enough of all it’s flaws, troubles and toiles | ||
+ | Born with bad luck and into nothing, | ||
+ | I hoped for better but what did it bring? | ||
+ | Well I been up and I been down, I been out, | ||
+ | I guess this world keeps me spinnin’ around | ||
+ | And I try, I try to stand but there’s nowhere to run, | ||
+ | I think I’ve lost my way, y’know my time is almost done | ||
+ | They say you’ve got to fall to rise, | ||
+ | but I’ve fallen from grace too many times | ||
+ | When I look in their eyes and I see their lies, | ||
+ | I want to shut my eyes forever | ||
+ | Well, I been up, and I been down, I been out, | ||
+ | this wicked world keeps me spinning around, | ||
+ | and I’ve tried to understand, but I’ll never learn | ||
+ | I won’t even try, I’ll just shut my eyes | ||
+ | They say you’ve got to fall to rise, | ||
+ | but I’ve fallen from grace too many times | ||
+ | When I look in their eyes and I see their lies, | ||
+ | I want to shut my eyes forever | ||
+ | I don’t want to see no more, (and when I close these eyes) | ||
+ | I want to shut my eyes forever, (I’ll finaly find some shelter) | ||
+ | And when I close these eyes, I’ll be at peace forever | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Last Call....... Fuck You ==== | ||
+ | Fuck You!!! | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Piss All Over Your Hopes And Dreams ==== | ||
+ | This is it I can' | ||
+ | take it no more | ||
+ | My life has no meaning | ||
+ | Do you think that yours does | ||
+ | My silence is what I pray for but not | ||
+ | Until I'm sure that you get yours | ||
+ | Hatred makes my world go round | ||
+ | Because happiness is something that I never found | ||
+ | Explain it to me what's the new trend | ||
+ | This week care to stop the hatred and violence | ||
+ | Making a difference cause that's what's in | ||
+ | Mommy and daddy will be proud in the end | ||
+ | Sick of all these spoiled pampered shits | ||
+ | That get in my face with their mindless babbling | ||
+ | I don't care what you think | ||
+ | I don't care I'll piss all over your hopes and dreams | ||
+ | What you believe and what you're about | ||
+ | Means shit to me 'cause that's what I'm about | ||
+ | Too late to change me no chance in that | ||
+ | Just stick to living out your sheltered lives | ||
+ | I don't feel the need to live I've lost all my | ||
+ | Pride and will I've endured this pain in vain | ||
+ | I need to end this game end this game | ||
+ | Day by day I feel less human | ||
+ | Day by day my hatred grows inside | ||
+ | Day by day I spent them wishing | ||
+ | Spent them wishing that I died | ||
+ | I don't feel your love or admiration | ||
+ | I don't feel no remorse or pity for the less fortunate | ||
+ | I don't feel what you believe is right or wrong | ||
+ | I don't feel shit for me and even less for you | ||
+ | I don't feel | ||
+ | Everything you said has fallen to these deaf ears | ||
+ | No tactful use of words can make me see it your way | ||
+ | I'll piss all over your holier then thou words | ||
+ | Never cared for you or what you ever stood for | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Maldito ==== | ||
+ | Everyday I wake to | ||
+ | find nothing has changed | ||
+ | Still down on my luck I pray | ||
+ | Alone still has to be this way | ||
+ | Above me the skies will remain grey | ||
+ | Got jealousy for anyone that's happy | ||
+ | You don't know I hate you want to hurt you | ||
+ | See you suffer, you won't hear the cries | ||
+ | For help in me my fear I writhe in pain | ||
+ | I was born to lose | ||
+ | Angry and alone is what and how I was meant to be | ||
+ | Hatred and fear will always be a part of me | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | I am cursed for all eternity | ||
+ | Maldito - Yo naci Maldecido | ||
+ | Bastard - Cursed with life and endless disappointments | ||
+ | Monster - Learn to deal with what I've become | ||
+ | Outcast - There' | ||
+ | Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real | ||
+ | Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel | ||
+ | Paranoia' | ||
+ | I want to sigh in relief but not this time | ||
+ | It seems now a days to stop this torture | ||
+ | need to drink and drink to forget the future | ||
+ | Even the people in my life hardly know me | ||
+ | The malice and rage I stride to hide and control | ||
+ | I want to end this pain my luck drains away like rain | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | Maldito - Yo naci Maldecido | ||
+ | Bastard - Cursed with life and endless disappointments | ||
+ | Monster - Learn to deal with what I've become | ||
+ | Outcast - There' | ||
+ | Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real | ||
+ | Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel | ||
+ | We're the cursed hide behind friendly smiles | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | Day in day out the pain is too immense to bear | ||
+ | My hatred grew cause no one ever cared | ||
+ | I fail and fail at everything I do | ||
+ | I hope, I lose, to me it's nothing new | ||
+ | I try, I fail, I crash and burn | ||
+ | I've lost again I die this curse will never end | ||
+ | Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real | ||
+ | Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel | ||
+ | Hatred - Sometimes that's all that's real | ||
+ | Terror - Sometimes that's all I feel | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Can't Heal ==== | ||
+ | Do you know how | ||
+ | hard I tried but I fail | ||
+ | Do you know that I tried my best but I lose | ||
+ | Don't you know I'm so envious I've got nothing | ||
+ | Dead to this world cause I'm all alone | ||
+ | Time goes by another wasted year there' | ||
+ | I lose myself to another fear I've lost again | ||
+ | Deviously low scum is what I've become I want you to die | ||
+ | But that's just a lie because I've never changed | ||
+ | I feel my hatred about to explode | ||
+ | Feel my anger consume you whole | ||
+ | You're weak cause life was kinder to you | ||
+ | As for me my goal is to make sure you learn what's misery | ||
+ | My feelings are gone I'm numb inside | ||
+ | I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal | ||
+ | My feelings are gone I'm numb inside | ||
+ | I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal | ||
+ | We won't rot alone the ones we hate | ||
+ | Their ends will comfort my hate | ||
+ | My plans were set long ago | ||
+ | Destroy all the hopes that you've known | ||
+ | Crush all your silly dreams | ||
+ | You're life aint as perfect as it seems | ||
+ | Now feel my hatred explode | ||
+ | Now know my plans are a go | ||
+ | Now I'll complete my revenge | ||
+ | Now my lost dreams I'll avenge | ||
+ | You could never understand | ||
+ | Who I am what I am what I've become | ||
+ | I will spit in your face | ||
+ | Until I die for who I am | ||
+ | And what I've become | ||
+ | You could never understand | ||
+ | Who I am what I am what I've become | ||
+ | I will spit in your face until I die | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Soulless ==== | ||
+ | Why me | ||
+ | A question I ask myself everyday | ||
+ | My life is hell must it be this way | ||
+ | No chances were ever thrown my way | ||
+ | Was it the luck of the draw | ||
+ | Was I destined to rot away | ||
+ | I question my purpose here | ||
+ | I've also got no one to endear | ||
+ | I'm resentful bitter and more | ||
+ | So all the negative things that happened | ||
+ | I've just stored | ||
+ | Here we go again I'm losing restraint | ||
+ | Here we go again I'm not afraid to | ||
+ | show you how much I hate you | ||
+ | Your views ain't nothing in my eyes | ||
+ | Pathetic outcries lies my rage flies high | ||
+ | We ain't the same in this game where pain reigns | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | Longing for unity is just a fantasy | ||
+ | I can't assimilate to what I can't relate | ||
+ | I feel great irritate there' | ||
+ | I've been left behind, surpassed by my so-called peers | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | None as far as the eye can see | ||
+ | No breaks It's holding me down | ||
+ | Crushing me to the ground | ||
+ | Hatred I am soulless misery has left me soulless | ||
+ | I am your enemy don't turn your back on me | ||
+ | I am the enemy you made this hate you see | ||
+ | I ask myself why I'm so blessed | ||
+ | Blessed with nothing but rage that won't relent | ||
+ | My luck in this world was still-born | ||
+ | So I mourn be good be bad so I am torn | ||
+ | Stay out of trouble my head I drill still | ||
+ | The shit in my life is enough I want to kill | ||
+ | You're telling me how to be and what to do | ||
+ | You got no clue I'm true to me so fuck you | ||
+ | I've been left behind surpassed by my so-called peers | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | None as far as the eye can see | ||
+ | No breaks It's holding me down | ||
+ | Crushing me to the ground | ||
+ | Hatred I am soulless misery has left me soulless | ||
+ | I am your enemy don't turn your back on me | ||
+ | I am the enemy you made this hate you see | ||
+ | I ask myself why I'm so blessed | ||
+ | Blessed with nothing but rage that won't relent | ||
+ | My luck in this world was still-born | ||
+ | So I mourn be good be bad so I am torn | ||
+ | Stay out of trouble my head I drill still | ||
+ | The shit in my life is enough I want to kill | ||
+ | You're telling me how to be and what to do | ||
+ | You got no clue I'm true to me so fuck you | ||
+ | I believe in nothing | ||
+ | There is nothing left to hold me up | ||
+ | I believe in nothing | ||
+ | Slipping and sinking to a worthless existence | ||
+ | I believe in nothing | ||
+ | There is nothing left to hold me up | ||
+ | I believe in nothing | ||
+ | Fading away to an empty nothingness | ||
+ | I know I've been overlooked why me | ||
+ | Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see | ||
+ | Left in the dark why me | ||
+ | Why must I play the victim in this game | ||
+ | That mocks me | ||
+ | I know I've been overlooked Why me | ||
+ | Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see | ||
+ | Left in the dark why me | ||
+ | Why must I play the victim in this game | ||
+ | that mocks me | ||
+ | I know I've been overlooked why me | ||
+ | Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see | ||
+ | Left in the dark why me | ||
+ | Why must I play the victim in this game of misery | ||
+ | I believe in nothing | ||
+ | There is nothing left to hold me up | ||
+ | I believe in nothing | ||
+ | Slipping and sinking to a worthless existence | ||
+ | I believe in nothing | ||
+ | There is nothing left to hold me up | ||
+ | I believe in nothing | ||
+ | Fading away to an empty nothingness. | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Fade ==== | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | sure thing in this world for me | ||
+ | and that is one day my life will end | ||
+ | Until that faithful day arrives for me | ||
+ | I'll drown in misery meant only for me | ||
+ | This is all because I failed in life my friend | ||
+ | I've failed in love again I've lost all hope | ||
+ | it won't get better I fade away my friend | ||
+ | I fade into my pain I give up this hurt is not worth it | ||
+ | Life's been long hard lonely road | ||
+ | I've hit dead ends at every twist and turn | ||
+ | Nearer to the end if I'm meant to lose I wont lose alone | ||
+ | I'll make sure you learn all about loss | ||
+ | You might think my hatred has pushed you away | ||
+ | you're never close enough to know what's in me | ||
+ | My wounds can't mend can't heal this pain | ||
+ | or save the soul of the one so damned | ||
+ | Self destruction on a daily basis intoxication is my only oasis | ||
+ | I do my best believe I can but in the end | ||
+ | I've come up short again there' | ||
+ | The unrelenting hatred in me has got control of me | ||
+ | Youthful dreams a reminder of a useless past | ||
+ | Overlooked by love I'm found dead last | ||
+ | I failed in life my friend | ||
+ | I've failed in love again | ||
+ | I've lost all hope it won't get better | ||
+ | I fade away my friend I fade into my pain | ||
+ | I give up this hurt is not worth it | ||
+ | I will remain alone as I fade away | ||
+ | No will left to live I'll just fade away | ||
+ | I'm drowning right before your eyes | ||
+ | I'm smiling but I am dying inside | ||
+ | I'm laughing but the voices torment my head | ||
+ | I think I'm better off dead I'm drowning right before your eyes | ||
+ | I'm smiling but I am dying inside | ||
+ | I'm laughing but the voices torment my head | ||
+ | I think I'm better off dead | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Spit My Last Breath ==== | ||
+ | I tried to love | ||
+ | but I've grown so empty inside | ||
+ | I tried to love until something inside me died | ||
+ | I try to live with this hatred inside I hide | ||
+ | I close my eyes as I lose my fuckin' | ||
+ | I look back upon the days that have gone | ||
+ | My wasted youth all the shit that's gone wrong with me | ||
+ | I see the world slowly slipping away | ||
+ | My silent scream goes unheard every fucking day | ||
+ | With all my soul I never wished it to be this way | ||
+ | I've lost my faith but I fall to my knees and pray | ||
+ | I rot away in this world not meant for me | ||
+ | And thoughts of murder are the only salvation for me | ||
+ | I walk the streets this violence grows inside me | ||
+ | The people' | ||
+ | I want to take back from them what they' | ||
+ | I want my soul my youth my faith my life and the love I can't see | ||
+ | These scars that poisoned my soul they just continue to bleed | ||
+ | I feel this rage this hatred it's killing me | ||
+ | The days go on with no end | ||
+ | This violence inside me grows | ||
+ | I feel the end's coming soon but I won't go alone | ||
+ | I hear it I know you won't believe it | ||
+ | Voices in me that makes me paranoid | ||
+ | There it is do you hear it I know that I'm not crazy | ||
+ | But day after day I lose my sanity | ||
+ | My life I've always been alone | ||
+ | I've always been alone | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | The game is over the game is over for me | ||
+ | I'm left without a soul | ||
+ | The game is over | ||
+ | Why why must I cry Why why must I die alone | ||
+ | No love left inside | ||
+ | My kindness has give way to an endless barrage of emotional scars | ||
+ | No love left in my heart | ||
+ | I've been dead since my innocence faded away | ||
+ | Why why must it be this way | ||
+ | I ask myself this question each and everyday | ||
+ | My anger runs out of control | ||
+ | I just want to die | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Jaded ==== | ||
+ | This is my rat | ||
+ | race | ||
+ | I'm alone and lost to this world | ||
+ | Happiness is something I can't afford | ||
+ | Thoughts of what could have been never entered | ||
+ | my mind cause there' | ||
+ | I tried to fit in but failed | ||
+ | Like a speeding train I've derailed | ||
+ | I've gone down the useless path that's only heading | ||
+ | for the sacred nowhere land | ||
+ | Don't want to see you smile | ||
+ | Jealousy and envy boils inside my head | ||
+ | The pressures of life have tripled since I became a fuckin man | ||
+ | Don't feel whole inside | ||
+ | I'm alone | ||
+ | Better of if I had died | ||
+ | I'm alone | ||
+ | I raise my hands to the sky | ||
+ | I'm alone | ||
+ | And ask god why am I still alive | ||
+ | Lady luck turned her back on me | ||
+ | I'm alone | ||
+ | Opportunity never knocked on my door | ||
+ | I'm alone | ||
+ | Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry | ||
+ | I'm alone (x3) | ||
+ | Never needed anyone | ||
+ | I'm alone (x3) | ||
+ | I accept my destiny | ||
+ | Being ignored has spurned in me | ||
+ | Contempt for anyone that I see | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | I've tried and fight but the pin is nonstop | ||
+ | I'd isolate myself but necessity had locked me in | ||
+ | It's like a fuckin sin | ||
+ | It's here where I belong and where I've always been | ||
+ | Don't feel whole inside | ||
+ | I'm alone | ||
+ | Better of if I had died | ||
+ | I'm alone | ||
+ | I raise my hands to the sky | ||
+ | I'm alone | ||
+ | And ask god why am I still alive | ||
+ | Lady luck turned her back on me | ||
+ | I'm alone | ||
+ | Opportunity never knocked on my door | ||
+ | I'm alone | ||
+ | Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry | ||
+ | I'm alone (x3) | ||
+ | Never needed anyone | ||
+ | I'm alone (x3) | ||
+ | I accept my destiny | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Waiting For The Moment ==== | ||
+ | Long lonely nights | ||
+ | My thoughts are a mess | ||
+ | I know what I want but what I want I can't get | ||
+ | Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry | ||
+ | And I think off all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life | ||
+ | Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me | ||
+ | The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom | ||
+ | Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die | ||
+ | Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me | ||
+ | The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom | ||
+ | Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die | ||
+ | My childhood memories are a pain ingrained in me | ||
+ | To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind | ||
+ | I've lost I've lost too many times | ||
+ | I've failed I've failed in society' | ||
+ | Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me | ||
+ | Long lonely nights | ||
+ | My thoughts are a mess | ||
+ | I've known what I want but what I want I couldn' | ||
+ | Can't tell what day it is sometimes sometimes I sit alone and I cry | ||
+ | And I think of all the things that have gone wrong with me in this life | ||
+ | Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me | ||
+ | The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom | ||
+ | Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die | ||
+ | Grim loneliness and sorrow thrives in me | ||
+ | The seeds of hate have matured at an accelerated rate causing doom to loom | ||
+ | Waiting for the moment I decide it's time to die | ||
+ | To reminisce is to open up old wounds I tried to leave and bury behind | ||
+ | I try to better myself but the rush and stress of life | ||
+ | seems to have pushed everyone ahead and left me behind | ||
+ | I've lost I've lost too many times | ||
+ | I've failed I've failed in society' | ||
+ | Fuck them fuck them I'll show them as much mercy as this life has shown me | ||
+ | Long painful nights | ||
+ | My thoughts are a mess | ||
+ | My thoughts have become one | ||
+ | I want to end it now | ||
+ | I want to take all those I hate with me on a journey of pain tonight | ||
+ | There won't be any thing you can do about it | ||
+ | cause when I decide it's time it'll be time for all to pay | ||
+ | It's the only way the only way for my conscience and soul to rest at ease | ||
+ | I belong nowhere | ||
+ | Outcast | ||
+ | I belong nowhere | ||
+ | Outsider | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Redemption Denied ==== | ||
+ | You know sometimes | ||
+ | when I get up in the morning, | ||
+ | I don't know if I can face another day | ||
+ | because shit's been so fucking hard for so fucking long | ||
+ | and it don't seem like shits ever going to change. | ||
+ | Sometimes when I look in the mirrior, | ||
+ | I look despised at what I see cause pride | ||
+ | strength, all of love and life they don't seem to have alot to do with me. | ||
+ | Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago, | ||
+ | something inside me way deep down died | ||
+ | and I can't remember when, | ||
+ | I just don't know where the fuck I went wrong... | ||
+ | What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh? | ||
+ | |||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For away to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | I've got nothing left | ||
+ | I await for the angel of death | ||
+ | I've lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great | ||
+ | |||
+ | Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream, | ||
+ | a myth made up by a liar who's dispear you can slip into forever. | ||
+ | I've been as low as you can go | ||
+ | and I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up, | ||
+ | but everytime I get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere | ||
+ | it's seems like someone or something knocks me the fuck back down. | ||
+ | One step forward, two steps back. | ||
+ | I read somewhere & | ||
+ | ...I think I've lost hope | ||
+ | |||
+ | I've got nothing left | ||
+ | I await for the angel of death | ||
+ | I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great | ||
+ | |||
+ | I'm so tired of being fucked up all the time | ||
+ | but I can't seem to do it any other way, | ||
+ | maybe I'm not as strong as you | ||
+ | but sometimes my fucked up life brings me down | ||
+ | when I look around. | ||
+ | My life it didn't make me hate | ||
+ | it just hardened something deep down inside of me. | ||
+ | I think it was my humanity. | ||
+ | I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human. | ||
+ | I don't wanna be like this no more, | ||
+ | I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation | ||
+ | or something to believe in or just maybe someone who cared. | ||
+ | |||
+ | I've got nothing left | ||
+ | I await for the angel of death | ||
+ | I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great | ||
+ | I never asked for life | ||
+ | I wish that at birth I had died | ||
+ | I tried to drown this hate | ||
+ | Death will be the cure for all this pain | ||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | I've got nothing left | ||
+ | I await for the angel of death | ||
+ | I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great | ||
+ | I never asked for life | ||
+ | I wish that at birth I had died | ||
+ | I tried to drown this hate | ||
+ | Death will be the cure for all this pain | ||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | I've got nothing left | ||
+ | I await for the angel of death | ||
+ | I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great | ||
+ | I never asked for life | ||
+ | I wish that at birth I had died | ||
+ | I tried to drown this hate | ||
+ | Death will be the cure for all this pain | ||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | |||
+ | There' | ||
+ | I can't trust anyone and I'm so fucking paranoid. | ||
+ | I'm allways waiting for the phone or door. | ||
+ | It's just nobody for sure. | ||
+ | I can't remember when a day's gone by | ||
+ | that I haven' | ||
+ | I know I ain't shit but I know I'll never be shit. | ||
+ | I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live, | ||
+ | if I can just look at one person | ||
+ | and see them smile at me and know that they meant it. | ||
+ | |||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | Every Day | ||
+ | Each fucking day I pray | ||
+ | I pray to a god that I know does not exist | ||
+ | For a way | ||
+ | Some fucking way | ||
+ | Some day | ||
+ | For a way to make my way through this world full of shit | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Hurt You ==== | ||
+ | What you see is | ||
+ | what you get | ||
+ | What you said ain't always what you meant | ||
+ | Things were said and things were done | ||
+ | But in the end who turned tail and run | ||
+ | You were so blind and you were riding so high | ||
+ | But you'll see my face alone when you cry | ||
+ | The tables have turned on you | ||
+ | Look inside yourself see the real you | ||
+ | I just want to hurt you | ||
+ | I just want to make you feel my pain | ||
+ | I am dying silently | ||
+ | I will lash out and make you see | ||
+ | Hear your laughter and watch your leisure | ||
+ | Bash your learning face to disfigure | ||
+ | Coming after you with a vengeance to stop | ||
+ | the resurgence of your failed devotions | ||
+ | Judge yourself before you judge me | ||
+ | You're no better than I am | ||
+ | You will see | ||
+ | A message toward your bleeding hearts | ||
+ | Get out our way before our hatred starts | ||
+ | The state, my state of mind is only hate | ||
+ | The hate that dwells inside of me is to infuriate | ||
+ | I can't begin to describe what's inside | ||
+ | I hide the fatal thoughts of final suicide | ||
+ | There' | ||
+ | within my head | ||
+ | It's all the bullshit that as a kid I was fed | ||
+ | I can't tell who's real and who's fuckin fake | ||
+ | I take a breath before I seal your fuckin fate | ||
+ | I just want to hurt you | ||
+ | I just want to make you feel my pain | ||
+ | Look around you see the world decay | ||
+ | Can't you see that I don't see things | ||
+ | the same way that you do | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Paper Gangster ==== | ||
+ | Bullshit | ||
+ | Who the fuck do you think you are | ||
+ | You've taken this a bit too far | ||
+ | Believing you're king shit | ||
+ | In your fake fantasy | ||
+ | A clown dress to impress | ||
+ | Soft core, Mickey Mouse and nothing less | ||
+ | Exposing you will make me rest | ||
+ | Until then remember you're | ||
+ | A bullshit fake Paper Gangster | ||
+ | You ain't nothing but an image and a liar | ||
+ | A bullshit fake Paper Gangster | ||
+ | Softcore motherfucker | ||
+ | Could it be you're really not from the streets | ||
+ | Could it be you saw it on TV | ||
+ | The way you act where I come from | ||
+ | You'd never last | ||
+ | Could it be you're lying through your teeth | ||
+ | Liar | ||
+ | Once a long time ago | ||
+ | I was naive to all I know | ||
+ | People tried to push onto me | ||
+ | Their week mentality | ||
+ | I woke up to and I know | ||
+ | I am real and not for show | ||
+ | Unlike you who knows inside | ||
+ | You're soft because | ||
+ | A bullshit fake Paper Gangster | ||
+ | You ain't nothing but an image and a liar | ||
+ | A bullshit fake Paper Gangster | ||
+ | A Punk Ass motherfucker | ||
+ | The life I've lived the pain I've felt | ||
+ | With such things you never dealt | ||
+ | So to me you are a maggot | ||
+ | So when you go and outcast me | ||
+ | And I can't do a fuckin thing | ||
+ | Know that I know inside | ||
+ | You're weak | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== Chaos (In Your Face) ==== | ||
+ | So I hate you | ||
+ | Much resentment and pain just drains | ||
+ | So I revel alone in the madness inside my brain | ||
+ | I tell you now I don't know how | ||
+ | I don't feel these metal wounds within | ||
+ | Will never heal | ||
+ | My deal was to be alone | ||
+ | That ain't as sad as the fact of being bad | ||
+ | This world' | ||
+ | Listen up to what I'm about to say | ||
+ | You preach peace stop the hate | ||
+ | Useless youth feels only | ||
+ | Frustration rising inside inside | ||
+ | Hate still burning inside inside | ||
+ | Chaos will hit you in your face | ||
+ | Chaos in your face | ||
+ | Chaos in your face | ||
+ | Life on the streets is rough | ||
+ | Right or wrong you must be tough | ||
+ | Crime seems like the only way | ||
+ | Down the wrong path you'll become a prey | ||
+ | Chaos in your face | ||
+ | Chaos in your face | ||
+ | Chaos runs wild on the streets | ||
+ | A large part of Me's defeat | ||
+ | Major cause of our downfall | ||
+ | Something I can't ignore | ||
+ | Sometimes I imagine what I'm going to see | ||
+ | Troubles and turmoils fate's got a hold on me | ||
+ | Fuck that | ||
+ | Chaos in your face | ||
+ | Chaos in your face | ||
+ | This time you've gone too far | ||
+ | Sentiments there are no more | ||
+ | This ends justify my means | ||
+ | This ends in that which I believe | ||
+ | I clench my fist to you | ||
+ | I'm right here | ||
+ | What you gonna do | ||
+ | You ain't tough You ain't nothing punk | ||
+ | So let's throw down and show what you got | ||
+ | |||
+ | |||
+ | ==== The Strain ==== | ||
+ | You'll never know | ||
+ | the hate that I've known | ||
+ | Though you'll pretend that you hear | ||
+ | You're privileged You could never understand | ||
+ | So I will hurt you and you'll see | ||
+ | Desperate indignant with life's how I feel | ||
+ | Struggling to cope with it | ||
+ | Can't let them break my beliefs | ||
+ | Try hard (but) must realize | ||
+ | Life is just passing me by | ||
+ | Nothing comes easy in this world | ||
+ | Uphill battles ahead | ||
+ | Must correct the gross misuse | ||
+ | Of justice and liberty | ||
+ | We must stand up before it's too late | ||
+ | While they bitch and moan and say | ||
+ | That it offends them or someone else | ||
+ | Then we'll become a silent tolerate state | ||
+ | The want to better our way of life | ||
+ | To accept and not to question it | ||
+ | They say that's the way it should be | ||
+ | I think therefore I disagree | ||
+ | Anything I say is wrong | ||
+ | What they decide is what it must be | ||
+ | The sheep are quick to believe | ||
+ | My hate no one can take that from me | ||
+ | Anger the pain the strain | ||
+ | Brewing to explode | ||
+ | Anger the pain the strain | ||
+ | I look towards the future and see | ||
+ | That there' | ||
+ | But a lonely death | ||
+ | With no one to mourn for my passing | ||
+ | Because I'll be another rebel dead | ||
+ | That made no difference in this nation | ||
+ | That doesn' | ||
+ | Which is | ||
+ | Anger the pain the strain | ||
+ | I'll leave a fuckin scare | ||
+ | Anger the pain the strain | ||
+ | In this elitist life | ||
+ | Anger the pain the strain | ||
+ | In this elitist life | ||
+ | Anger the pain the strain | ||
+ | Cause my hate will overcome | ||
+ | Anything that ever stands in my way | ||
+ | Blinded why can't you see what I mean | ||
+ | The writing is on the wall | ||
+ | Open your eyes to the truth | ||
+ | Open your eyes to my truth | ||
+ | Open your eyes to my hate |